My reality?

paraphrased from a note I just sent someone:

I was thinking about those who will take future dalliances into my head… I am wholly open to it. I would like to clarify it wouldn’t be in wont or need of things. I am no longer searching for answers… so many spend so much of their lives searching, when there is nothing to search for outside of the self – IE meaning or purpose, etc. As it’s wildly internal, I think it’s important to know that my past is full of searching – riding with spirit animals, tumbling backwards into sensory deprivation and altered consciousness. I have, most likely, come to terms with my world view – and albeit not always warm and cozy it’s humbling and meaningful. It has freed me from false prophets and saved me a bundle in self help books. Do know that I choose experience over delusion, at this point… and in an honest universe there is nothing much left to do but be open minded, always hop on board new adventures, and be prepared for the profound awe born from new experiences.